A grandpa Al kind of day

I think my life is pretty unbalanced, but i exercised to day, man that felt great

Shakespeare

So recently I quit working at my soccer job, I am still technically employed there, I have applied at the movie theater a couple retail places, the jamba juice and an ice cream shop.  I have also applied for after school programs and a teleouseling job to try and get people to donate money, which woulod suck but eh, maybe id be good at it.  Right now I dont really feel like I have went anywhere since i had to quit my internship and improv classes, which kind of stinks but I guess sometimes you feel like your going nowhere and have to start over, which isnt all bad, just hard to get started again, I feel like I waste a lot of time trying to get things that arent really gettable, if that makes sense.  Maybe its because I havent really worked towards getting my sag card or anything of that nature either, I beleieve I need to find a way to find a balance of trying to achieve my goals and finding a job, because then I wont were out so easy and will be more consistant with my search in both things, whithout my creative outlet I am nothing really.  Sometimes i just make myself do something like job search or go to help wanted things I find because if I dont then I might just end up doing nothing, and at least by trying I can gain some new prespective on my situation, and hopefully get a job, its just a confusing thing i guess and i will figure it out. Thanks blog