Tuesday, April 23, 2013

First 24 Blog

I wont blog like this everyday.  But I figure it was my first day at a new job, some new stuff has come to light perhaps.  I substitute taught at a preschool today, I will also be doing it tomorrow.  Woke up very early to catch a bus because they wanted me to be there at 8.  I was for sure I wouldn't make it on time just because the nature of my not really hustling in the morning.  I got there at like 7:45 and was one of the first teachers there.  I took the 212 and then got on the 302.  I saw a few homeless people on the way as always.  I saw a sign that said your never to young to dream big.  I saw signs that said Dream in something bigger, or something like that. Well I got interrupted mid blog so Im out of the frame I came in with.
Anyway.  I am remembering that I need to believe in a higher power and have a strong personal relationship with God, community is what its all about but I think I at times in my life I have underestimated the relationship of just 1 on 1 God time has had in my life, so trying to get back on track with that. 
Wow I'm distracted  Here comes the attempt to plow through the blog.  I find myself letting myself get overwhelmed about stuff, and I think I wrote this earlier but that doesn't benefit me, and I had some good thoughts and that helped me realize to just not get overwhelmed, theres no reason to and the stuff that Im worrying about is kind of minimal.  The stuff I should be doing is a different story, Im worrying about stuff that matters but Im giving it too much weight.  Anyway I thought this blog was going to be more enlightening haha.