Sleepin in my bed

So a few things I have realized about basketball is that, open gym as an adult isn't much different then open gym as a kid.  You still have your ball hogs, you still have people arguing over the score, and you still have that kid who wines until he gets everything he wants and he is never wrong.  I play for the exercise, but its hard not to get competitive sometimes.  Have to remind yourself that its just a game and that's the only reason that you are there.  A theme that has been going through my head is what do I have to lose, I might as well get out there and try things.  I know a lot of comedians work like the club circuits to perfect there craft, they hustle to work a muscle I guess.  It makes a lot of sense, I think sometimes its overthinking about what gym you need to be in that messes you up a little a bit.  The overthinking needs to stop, the editing, the sensoring.  I started to think of everything as an experience, this experience is sometimes what we call the dribble of day, but what if you can take all of these experiences and really make something cool out if it, or talk about something cool by having them.  I have acted in a variety of plays, I am pretty sure comedy is my strength, it may be singing too, solo singing though, maybe even impressionistic thinking not with a quire type singing.  Ill put one of these blogs out there on the webisphere, this was just suppose to be a journal, but sometimes I journal in my blog and don't post them but store them in the unposted section, so here is a freebee more into my brain, but it probably will ready similar and if not even more confusing then my other blogsposts haha.