Mid Day Blog

Another mid day blog, kind of just debriefing here really.  You wouldnt neccessarily think I would need it but I think I need to tap into my zen like Eric mind a little bit, i need to relax, not for hours or anything, but I just need to take time to meditate and relax, listen to some good music, and just chill out, not worry so much, i think I am getting a little too wound up about little things and taking them a little bit too seriously.  I kind of just realized this today, just chill out, calm down and dont worry.  I work Wednesday through Friday on various projects.  I want to keep developing material, ive been typing into the notes on my phone and coming up with some decent stuff.  I also think Im going to start listening to music a little more and at the same time pulling away from social media, besides things like a blog, or note taking, applying for stuff and dictation.  Gotta get back to the basics, like a camp fire, i want to feel whats really going on around me.  Deal with stuff in a good way, keep having fun, spice things up. Alright lets see if theres anything else interesting or not.  I just overheard a lady who is putting up signs for a lost dog, its not hers, she found it, she is trying to find the owner.  My place has a couple of roommates in it, it doesnt always run as smoothly as you would want it to, Im trying to do my best, you want to be able to live and pursue things and keep a certain amount of harmony in the place and thats a tricky balance sometimes because you never know whats going to be thrown at you, sometimes when you feel like your doing your best something comes up suddenly and unexpected, but I think you have to take it as it comes, not make anything more of a big deal than it is, whether someone is mad at you or you are mad at them for whatever reason, you gotta stay even, maybe even find some comedy in it.  Peoples priorities boggle me sometimes, it is as absurd as it gets.  I read something recently about not taking yourself so seriously and it says that it allows you to find comedy in the day to day things more.  But really I think the most important thing is to try and be respectful and also just make sure Im doing my thing, waking up early and getting things done and staying on task with my goals and things I want to do while maintaining an appropriate space.  I think one thing I found thats hard is while someone may find something I did wrong, I may have also found something they did, but I dont neccessarily want to go mortal combat on them about it, I let little things go alot, which I've learned theres another extreme, some people let nothing go.  Any how, it is time not to just stay, but get focused, this time of the year is easy to get more lax, but i think it can be a more productive time, things can get done, alright until next time blog.